Wuti

Recently my life is in a so great mess that i have no idea to turn it back to my track. How to deal with such a disordered life? Oh, godness, yeah,it is very my life! Time is flying and no spare time is left for me to sort out my complecated thought. Having been weary of such hollow days for a long time, i should have made up my mind to change the existence. Somehow, remenber. However, with time going by, i am not the one that i once desired to be. On the contrary, everything seems to go worse. Now i cannot hold my water. These days i am unable to feel well for everything including my family. Meantime, i feel i will lose something, my precious life